11 December 2011

I refuse to sink

Sometimes it's so hard to find your way in this world.
Things never come easy, and if they do, something's not right.
But instead of putting yourself down, pull yourself back up. Stand up tall because tomorrow is a new day. I have tendencies of crying and being so hard on myself, because some weeks I'm doing so well, than others I'm doing everything wrong. I was working out so hard and looking great...then all of a sudden I stopped because I had a really busy week. Now look at me? Back to square one. My roommate took Fall pictures of us a week or so ago, and seeing what I actually look like killed me. BUT it's time to pick myself up now, not let myself sink. Everyone should do this. It's not easy to tell yourself no, realize what you're doing wrong or tell yourself to never give up, but you have to. Nothing gets better if you don't try. Stand up with confidence and prove this world wrong. You decide your fate and make the decisions, no one else. Learn to live on your own schedule, not by what everyone thinks, and believe in yourself. If you learn one thing from me, take one thing from all my posts, I hope it's that. Don't ever doubt your abilities and think less of yourself, you will sink.