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Today I am battling with the things that make me happy. I laid in bed, miserable, for no reason. I did not have just one pin-pointed reasoning to my sadness. That bothers me. Do you ever feel like that? Feeling like your sad and miserable for no specific reason? Because I do, and I don't like it at all.

so i let some music play
some music that made my mind wonder to different things. happiness. The Band Perry is one of my favorites because it gets me smiling or thinking about other topics, other than my own. That is always a great approach to try.

and i got a phone call
talking to my boyfriend, cheers me up 99.9% of them time. I have to be EXTREMELY down if he's not making me happy. That's what it took for my eyes to brighten, him. So call up someone you know will make you laugh, and i know, i have the funniest friends.

but after the distractions stop
remember it is only up to you to achieve happiness. Never rely on others because taking from my experiences, you get disappointed, and quickly. Happiness is key to life in my eyes, without it you're not "alive" or living your life the right way. So smile! Do something that makes you happy. Or, do what I do, write down your feelings. I started writing in my math notebook freshman year. Everything that was going on inside my head; a letter to myself. And then I found this, and I like it much more.

i hope that people can learn from the things i write and i hope it helps.


We are just people in this world. Fighting through the ashes and dust of confusion, making our path clear, and leaving a trail behind us. With what but not hearing laughter and giving smiles, is our path worth?

unspoken words

i just don't like it.

many things in life cannot be understood, changed, or explained, but we want them to be right? I know I want some things to change in my life, but some things are just better left unsaid. I'm dealing with that right now and it's frustrating, but better in the long run. Just stop worrying, take a breath and relax. Sit outside in the sun and just breathe in the air, clearing your thoughts. Nothing is worth making you crazy or sick over. And if it is, then it's not better left unsaid. But my situation is. 

It's hard to tell yourself to do the things you know are right, but your afraid. I know those feelings. I have knots in my stomach everyday and I force myself to stop, because it's not worth it.

Hi I'm Samm, and I'm a headcase.  
 nice to meet you. 
 

look back, and smile.

so much work to do, all the time. it's becoming cram weeks for school and I have no other worries but papers and work due on what days, plus my finals coming up. i cannot wait for sun, warm hair and breeze, money makin, and my boyfriend, alllll summer.

i want to be on the beach too.



so I get through my days by having life talks with myself, positive reinforcement. i tell myself how lucky i am to have the things that i have and for the people in my life. how proud i should be of myself for the accomplishments i have made and the person i have molded myself into, with a little bit of help of course. it is not always easy to be positive with yourself and believe me, it's not an every day thing for me. but im learning that it takes a lot of energy and insecurity to feel jealousy and degrade yourself daily. So then why do it? Because we're humans. it will never stop or end, but we can learn to control it in our lives. of course that green monster is going to come out in some occasions and on some days, but don't let it take over your life like it once had mine. and you're going to feel insecure somedays and feel like you're nothing on others. but just remember, that everyone is different and it is a good thing to be your own person and have your own mind. I want to reach out to everyone by saying, live to be different. live to laugh and love as much as you can. because one day, when you look back on your life, you'll be happy you learned to live it right.