forgotten

Ever just feel so disappointed? Like you couldn't find the light in the situation because it was just THAT bad? I miss him, every single day. And I know I shouldn't, because it's not my fault..but I still do. He used to be like my best friend, and then one day he decided to get engaged to a witch who just wanted him all to herself. Well let me tell you something, you don't even know who he is! you don't know all the weird and random things he loves, or what the basketball stats are of the teams we watch or how many world series the yankees have won, because YOU.DON'T.CARE.

But I care, I've always cared. I know what makes him laugh and what songs make him sing and dance, or whistle the whole toon. I know the songs he plays on the keyboard and how well he plays the guitar, do you?
 I didn't think so.

I'll be here when you're ready to come back, but I'm not going to chase you.. I want you to WANT to be apart of my life.


thanks for the disappointment.. I never thought this would be how things would go.


I'll always love you.