happy within

"Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it."

This quote means so much to me. I have learned to wake up happy, because if I don't, it ruins the rest of my day. I have learned that beauty within, is much more sacred and appealing, then external beauty. I have suffered from all aspects of self abuse, and have gone through more self esteem problems than many girls I know. I have gone through being too heavy, to not eating, to being fine, but still hating every second of it. I am my worst critic, and I know that. As much as that sounds negative, and has been negative in my life, I love that about me. Because I will never stop until I have what I want.

happiness, love, trust, belief, and confidence are the keys to my life and success.