11 April 2011

the troubles of a thinker

as your smile widens,
my heart skips a beat.
oh how you capture my gaze,
and knock me off my feet.

let's spend forever together,
but let's not move to fast,
keep smiling at me every day,
making these precious moments last.


something i wrote in history this morning (that class kills me) and my brain seems to wonder to my love frequently, i just can't help it.

I've been learning a lot lately, about myself, my life, my thoughts. I can't seem to leave the questions of "why am I not good at anything" but i'm starting to realize it takes more than talents to be the kind of person I am, and I am happy I am who I am most days. And giving up on yourself is never an option, ever. You have to push yourself to your limits before you can satisfy your needs and accomplishments. Sometimes, when you just want to give up and cry, you have to push forward and look beyond what's in front of you at the moment. You have to look beyond the troubles and misfortunes and misery, and look at your life as a whole. Would you give up anything? Change something? maybe. but in the long run, are you happy with what is happening and what you're becoming. Because if you're not, start. Believe in yourself when no one else will, you're the only one who can make decisions, judgements, and happiness for yourself. Without a brilliant mind, you have nothing but a motionless life.

           everyone is entitled to a beautiful life, so live it.


you hold your life, in your own hands.

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