watch over me

today i look up to the sky and remember you. all our amazing times together. the laughs, tears, stories, and life talks we've shared together. there is no one else like you, never will be, and  no one will ever fill the place you are in my heart.

best friends forever, in heaven or on earth.
my gardian angel <3
two years, too long.

my day today has been crazy. im exhausted everyday and i talked to myself for a good half hour about what my definition of "alive" is, after listening to Flyleaf's Fully Alive. and ive come to the conclusion, that in simpler terms, 'alive' to me is being able to smile. just because you want to, not because you saw something or someone made you. to be able to breathe. obviously being alive is you breathing and your body working. but i mean really breathing. breathing in positive air. not air full of mistakes, regrets, insecurities, sadness, horrible feelings, jealousy, etc. and to be able to dance and sing when you want, laugh till your stomach hurts and your cheeks hurt real bad. and love. love like you're not going to be here tomorrow and tell that person every single day, as many times as you want...like i do. i am not "fully alive" but im going to be :)